HAte ?? Love ??

This two words really pop into my minds ...and I found that Love and Hate... is just a words...

Why do I love :
The Feelings?

Why do I hate :
The Feelings?

This can be simplify as... I hate and I love just of the feelings? Sound like too emotional...
But actually there is an option out of this which I never mention...
Which is ignore, ignore, and ignore.

For what reason I Hate and Love which can terribly obstruct the way of my life? Cause I never choose to hate a person by any reason at all, even they have done something terribly wrong to me in the past few years. When you hate the person, you will still thinking the bad things that the person done to you again and again, but when you ignore, you don't have to care about what they did...

I know I am not a good person... but I tried to be good.
I know I am not a good sportsman... but I tried to run, to exercise
I know I am not a good lover... but I tried to Love You more.
I know I am not a rich person... I will try to archieve more.
I know I have done something wrongly... I tried to correct it.
I know I have ruined my life... I tried to roll it back.
I know I have to leave, and I tried to LEAVE

Be a human is not that easy, and is not that hard... Is just depend on how we think, and how fast can we change, and what can we do...
Well, I never believe in God, I don't think HE is the one who make up my life. Cause you cannot decide what I am deciding... I have my OWN view, I know your GAME behind... If that's the way YOU want to TEST ME, give me more... I found no challenge at all...Bring IT on

Two posts in a year... I really mean that... Tanker ways.....Tanker rules^^